He didn’t show up

The family is very sad today thinking of my younger brother who celebrates his 28th birthday today. We are expecting him to go home since he promise to be home this Friday. He decided to leave the house and chooses to be with his witch girlfriend. Forgive me of saying that word, I just do not like her for my brother because she is not treating my brother the right way. We decided not to stop him from doing what he wants because it is useless. Thinking of how he chooses the girl over us. It hurts our feelings especially father. He is really angry when my brother leaves because he did not bother to talk to my father.

We did not greet him on his birthday evens send message to his mobile phone because we want him to realize that we are hurt of what he did. The family still thinks of him each day especially today because it’s his birthday. We wish him the best and success in life and we prayed that one day he will realize how important the family is. He is so mean to give pain to father and the family. His actions show he doesn’t care what the family feels. Even so, we still think of him part of the family. I pray that he will wake up soon before it’s too late.

He did it again

Few days ago my brother always told me that he will be leaving the house and live in a boarding house. I was not surprise because he did this before. I did not questioned him because it is his choice. All I asked from him is to tell our father his plans, what he wants and where he would stay. Because the last time he did not bother to tell us where he went and one day just came back. He doesn’t show some respect to us especially to our father. I never missed to remind him to tell father of his plan of moving out of the house. I thought he heard me clearly and that I hope he would tell father and have some respect to say his plans.

Yesterday morning, we went to church except him. We were surprised because he is gone after we get home from church. I checked his closet and saw only those old clothes he is no longer wearing. We felt sad, anger and upset because he did not again the first time he left the house. How could he do this to our father? I am so disappointed of him and in my mind I want to hit him hard. I know why he is acting this way and I hated it. No matter how much we tried to talk to him, still he did not want to listen. One thing that makes me sad is that my father and brothers said he cannot go back and when he needed some help one day, he will never receive any help from us.

Even if I am angry, I still wish him the best in life and I wish he will never regret it.