The Noisy Electric Fan….

It is rainy season here in my country Philippines but still the weather is so hot.  Even is if it is raining, staying inside the house is like burning.  Climate has totally change nowadays due to global warming.  Since we do not have air conditioner, we used electric fan every time we feel the heat inside the house.  We have two electric fan for two year already.  I can that these two electric fan has been working a lot for us to bring coolness in the house.  It is so hard to bare the heat nowadays, I would rather stay inside the bathroom and shower the whole day.

It was recently when one of our electric fan goes very noisy.  When I look at the electric fan I can tell that its tired and want some rest for a few days.  Noise is very loud especially at night.  When all is quiet, I can hear the noise louder that will wakes me up.  My other brother who is a technician tried to fixed it but still there is the noise.  He do not know what makes it very noisy.  As he is trying to figure out, we are still using it and ignore the noise it brings.   Hopefully he figured it out and fixed it before he will suggest we buy a new one.  Because we do not have budget to buy a new one for now.

Her Sweet Downfall…

It’s been years since she is in confused for the man she loved has gone without any note or a letter for her.  She is looking, longing, and waiting for some answers.  Emptiness she felt deep inside her, lots of why’s in her mind that is left unanswered.  Even though she showed some smile on her face, her eyes are hiding those tears that ready to fall when no one is around.  The man she choose to love has left her and gone without telling her the reason why.  She find it hard to let go for she still hopes that one day he will be back again.

After years of battling all the why’s, she find in her heart that she has to let go of the person whom she treasured for a long time.  She had overcome the pain that he has brought to her.  She had end up the bitterness for the time had healed it.  The wounds that he left from the past has marked a scars in her heart.  It is too much for her to bare but it made her a better, wiser and stronger person over the years.  It helps her to finally move on and continue the happy life ahead.  Though he brought too much pain in her, still she considered him her sweet downfall.  A downfall that make her rise again.

Wishing to move out….

A family are helping each other, comforting each other and loving each other.  Every time we are down a family is always there to give comfort and strength for us to keep going.  Also the family is the reason why we want to do better and strive hard to give support.  It is not all in financial aspects but to lend a hand letting the member of the family that they can always count on us and will always be welcome in our heart.  But trials makes the family ties gone.  Blaming and telling the member of the family to go out of the house.

This is the saddest and hurtful part ever heard.  Someone is telling us to move out of the house.  That is very painful on your side knowing that you to go.  A family that you are expecting to help and give comfort are the ones who want you to move out and get lost.  Lots of cases that I have noticed, wishing their love ones to move out of the house.  I know when we are angry we have said many things that is beyond our control because our emotions dictates us and our anger.  We can’t think straight because of the anger we felt.  To avoid more quarreling and misunderstanding, we opted to move out even if our hearts are bleeding.  So so sad to experienced this.  Breaks my heart knowing that someone wishing us to move out of the house.  A happy family turns out to be a sad one. I do smile but behind it are tears  that never runs dry.  Cannot sleep at night, bothering and confused. I pray that this will be settled before its too late.  Bring back the happiness and laughter in our family. 

The best card I have received…..

This afternoon I was looking at my things, trying to read those cards have given to me by my friends years back and up to present.  I have fun of looking old things it helps remind me of them.  The old memories and the happy moments we shared together.  I am fond of reading the words that are written on the cards.  It is a good thing to look at it and read it from time to time, makes me smile thinking of them. 

All cards comes from a friend here in the Philippines.  But the best card I have ever received  comes a friend online whom I only seen and meet online.  Our friendship lasted for a year already.  I never thought I could find a nice friend like that online.  It was a birthday and valentines day card comes from him.  It makes it more special because it is a two in one card.  One card hitting two occasion, funny to look at it because it is intended for his girlfriend from Philippines.  Sad to say his girlfriend broke up with him for no reason, he wants to throw the card so I asked him to give it to me.hahaha It was just a joke when I said give it to me, but he really sent it to me.  It is good to find a friend from other side of the world.  Our friendship will be forever and hopefully I get to introduce him to my boyfriend one of these days.

Lazy Rainy Friday….

This our city is celebrating the Kadayawan Festival.  It is the festival for good and bountiful harvest throughout the year.  The celebration lasted for a week, and today is the beginning of the big celebration where lots of mall shows and and other happenings. People where having fun with their family at the park.  We also call it the festival of all festivals because all tribes are gathered together and having fun.  Sharing their different bountiful harvest.

My sister is planning to treat us to mall today.  Having fun with the kids, our nephew and nieces.  She always pamper us every time she got extra money.  This morning the kids wakes up very excited for the treat.  They always asked what time we are going to go to mall. But the weather is not cooperating.  Its rainy friday today, and if it is raining we me and my sister are going lazy.hahaha Weather is not that good today and the treat might be postpone and this is not a good news to them.  Hopefully the sun comes out before the sunset.  And the rain stops this afternoon.  Wishing this rainy friday will be gone and comes out the sunny friday.