I just have to be confident

After the brother told me that I will be the maid of honor on his wedding, I decided to lose weight a bit so that I do look thin when I wear the gown. I am not fat though, just that I have extras that is a bit visible and I want to get rid of these extra fats. I am doing my hardest to lose some weight for the last two weeks. I was able to control myself not to eat more during meal time. It is very difficult for me because eating is one of my passions. But I have to do it for the sake of the gown that I am going to wear. Also, doing it for myself.

Two weeks have passed and still I did not able to meet the ideal weight that I want. It is so frustrating however, I guess I am to blame for it because I did not omit the in between meal. Haha! Well, I do not want to starve myself and get sick after. So when I feel hungry I eat right away. I am guilty and I have to accept it. I do not have time anymore because the wedding is on the 15th of this month. I just have to be confident wearing the gown even if the extra fats are visible. I am used to it and guess just have to admit the reality that I love to eat.